Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Cosmetology!

Over time I have developed a passion for styling hair. It wasn’t something I decided I was going to love, it just happened. To some, cutting, coloring, and styling hair may not seem like a big deal but to me it’s an art – an art that involves creativity...inspired by a zealous heart. So I want to simply express my excitement because I am starting cosmetology school this coming Tuesday at Federico's in Sacramento and I couldn’t be more thrilled!!! As I said in an earlier post, I feel as though I am sacrificing a lot to do this. I’m taking a risk and following my heart. This change is gonna require some adapting on my part but I’m looking forward to learning how to love it. Yay!

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

"All who confess that Jesus is the Son of God have God living in them, and they live in God. We know how much God loves us, and we have put our trust in his love. God is love, and all who live in love live in God, and God lives in them." I John 4:15-16

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Beauty Beyond.

- I was inspired to write this after I watched the Perseid meteor shower. It was remarkable! The sky alone, without shooting stars, is beautiful, but this night made me so happy. It was even better that I got to share it with my boyfriend! I felt as though I didn’t have a care in the world…I love getting lost like that, in the moment. It’s such a great feeling.

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Since I was a little girl, I have always been fascinated with astronomy. I can remember driving home from long trips with the family and being in our car, confined by nothing but luggage and two younger sisters who irritated me, yet somehow I was still able to find peace and serenity. I would just stare out the window forever. Those dark, clear nights captivated me as I gazed out, up into the sky, mesmerized by the beauty of the night. In fact, there was this one song by Vanessa Williams that I loved growing up and would always sing in the car; it was called “Save the best for last”. I didn’t love it because of the message of the song, although it is moving, I loved it because there was one line that I remembered and sang over and over again...“Sometimes the sun goes ‘round the moon”. I can recall singing that line repeatedly. I don’t know why, I just did. I guess it had to do with my love for outer space.

More recently, I have started to realize that my passion and love for space isn’t to pursue a future career in but rather to learn how to better appreciate, love, and understand the Creator that I serve and worship. I am continually reminded of God’s wonder and mystery revealed in His creation. I often ask myself how people can go through any given day and not believe. I can’t help but notice the world around me and admire its beauty. I marvel at God’s works. I am humbled to be a part of His creation and have admittance to His magnificent handiwork. I love that at any moment we can access oceans that contain massive waves crashing against jagged rocks and mountains that soar so high making it hard to breathe at their peaks and running waterfalls that overflow with breathtaking beauty and extinct animals that can only be found in remote areas of this world. It amazes me. If we would take more time to simply open up our eyes and acknowledge the beautiful creation that God made, we may learn how to better love and understand the God who created us along with the environment we find ourselves in; because He is an amazing Creator and He makes no mistakes.



Psalm 139: 1-18

"O Lord, you have searched me and you know me.
You know when I sit and when I rise;
you perceive my thoughts from afar.
You discern my going out and my lying down;
you are familiar with all my ways.
Before a word is on my tongue you know it completely, O Lord.
You hem me in—behind and before; you have laid your hand upon me.
Such knowledge is too wonderful for me, too lofty for me to attain.
Where can I go from your Spirit? Where can I flee from your presence?
If I go up to the heavens, you are there;
if I make my bed in the depths, you are there.
If I rise on the wings of the dawn, if I settle on the far side of the sea,
even there your hand will guide me, your right hand will hold me fast.
If I say,
"Surely the darkness will hide me and the light become night around me,"
even the darkness will not be dark to you;
the night will shine like the day, for darkness is as light to you.
For you created my inmost being;
you knit me together in my mother's womb.
I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made;
your works are wonderful, I know that full well.
My frame was not hidden from you when I was made in the secret place.
When I was woven together in the depths of the earth,
your eyes saw my unformed body.
All the days ordained for me were written in your book before one of them came to be.
How precious to me are your thoughts, O God!
How vast is the sum of them!
Were I to count them, they would outnumber the grains of sand.
When I awake, I am still with you."

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

Reflections.

Let me just start off by saying that this blog post is in no way, going to reveal everything that I have been through in the last few months. It may give you perspective on my life and help you better understand me as a person today but I simply cannot express through words what my God has brought me through this last year.

It may be best to start off by saying that looking back I would have never, ever imagined myself being where I am today. It is crazy to me. I never thought I would be in a band. I never thought I would be quitting school (temporarily). I never thought I would be giving up my state job, which many people have told me is ridiculous considering our economic times. I never thought I would be enrolled in cosmetology school, which is truly a dream come true for me. And I never thought I would be dating Tyler Hagan, a man of God who makes me unbelievably happy! I know, WOW! My life has altered drastically in the last few months. Even as I sit here now, typing this, I am in amazement. I get emotional thinking about how good God has been to me. How faithful He is! I am convinced that He remains faithful to you when you seek Him whole heartedly and desire His best. And because of this, I can honestly say that I have never experienced more joy in my life than I have in the last few months, knowing that I am where God wants me. I feel He is blessing my life and my band, Tipping Point, because of our faithfulness to Him and our pursuit of His will for us.

You see, last year was a trialing time for our band. We unexpectedly lost a band member and felt as though we lost a huge part of us. However, it was during this time that God brought the remaining six of us closer together. We felt in our hearts, and still feel that God has called us to something great. And I think sometimes we spend too much time trying to figure out what that “call” is but what we often fail to see is the movement that God is stirring up within us right now. He is working within our band in incredible ways. He has given us opportunities to reach people through music in ways that have blown me away. He has been working and that is so evident in our lives. I love it!

In many ways I feel as though my life, as lived the last few months, is evidence that God can change someone’s life in the blink of an eye. When you think you have it all together and have set plans or think you know what you want of your life, God surprises you (and I love great surprises). I am now realizing that I settled and all along God had bigger and better. I just needed to trust Him, which is a lot easier said than done. It took a while to get where I am but I couldn’t be happier with where God has me. He has brought me so far. It took me realizing that He is my first love and I needed to trust all of who He is and what He has to offer. It is because of Him that I am where I am today. I give Him all the glory for His work in my life and in the lives of my best friends, Tipping Point. I love them dearly and I don’t know what I’d do without them.

God is good.